There is so much going on that I cannot, no matter how hard I try, keep up with everything. From the adoption to the possibility of moving, work and school, family and friends, life is in full on crazy mode. Disclaimer: I am not complaining, just stating that which is blatantly obvious.
Visually I feel like I must look insane to any random onlooker as they cautiously observe me dressed in half pj's half regular clothing, responding to a semi urgent email as the phone rings amidst my dropping the kids off at school.
I've come to accept that I thrive in chaos. To embrace it for what it is. I'm not quite sure if it's the combination of possibility mixed with adrenaline or the unknown scattered with the definite but either way the more that is going on the better I function.
Life is nuts but at least I'm living.